Swimming

I had a really fun day yesterday I went swimming for the first time in like 5yrs. I have no idea why I havent been in my nanas pool for that long but I guess I just didnt want anyone to see me in my bathing suit. It is really tough living with an eating disorder but im getting better everyday that goes by.I mean I didnt even wear a short over my suit and thats a big time step for me cause im usually covered right up. So anyways I had such fun it was me my sister my cousin and my mom and we just played and played cause it was like 100 degrees and wicked humid. My mom went down the slide and it was so funny to see her do it. My sis of course pulls down her bottoms so she can get down the slide faster. That slide has had its share of bare bottoms on it lol! Hey I wanted to go skinny dipping but I cant do it in front of my family and my papas workers were due back shortly to and I was def not giving them a show. I was in just a good mood it felt so good to just play in the water like not worrying about anything. I really missed it and now that I have done it I am going to go back as much as I want cause it is such a refreshing feeling and its actually good excercise and maybe my nana and papa wont be there someday and i can go nude that would be so fun. Ok well thats enough for today ok then enjoy...