Hi Its Been A Weird Week...

Well out of nowhere I had two of these guys that I used to hang with contact me to go out on a date and I was like no.I mean they just arent my type so I kindly said that I had a bf but of course that was a lie but I didnt want to hurt them.I really dont like being the one who says no to the guy although its not fun being rejected either but I would rather not have to reject anyone.So I actually have turned down a lot of dates I have no idea why but I just dont want any of them I know who the right guy is and he will come sometime soon..So anyhow I am completely sexually frustrated I have never wanted to have sex so bad then I do now..But I will be patient and just keep my hands soft lol...I crack myself up but hey its better than sleeping with the wrong guy and then he lalls in love and im like no I dont love you so then he turns into stalker...I am so all set with that and it seems like anytime I have slept with a guy he gets like obsessed and I dont like it...I mean to care is one thing but to smother is a whole other thing and thats what I have gotten smothered in friggin onions like a steak lol...Ok well enough of my craziness for today im off like a prom dress...