Slacker....

Well I have been the biggest slacker of all lately.I havent written in any of my journals at all.So I start at the place I love the most my forum thanks to Nick. So anyway life is really good im actually very very happy but that reason will come along eventually buit for now I will not jinks it by talking about it. So anyhow my nana and papa are celebrating 50 years of marriage this saturday and I look up to them so much. They're marriage is how every marriage should be it has its ups and downs but they stuck it out and stayed together and thats what I am going to have someday. People now a days take marriage vows so lightly and its a complete shame how marriage and the phrase I love you gets so badly abused and brought down to mean so little. Well the way I look at it when I say I do its going to be for life and after no if's an's or butt's about it. I will never settle for less especially when it comes to something as sacred as marriage. So enough of my views on marriage cause I will not be dealing with that anytime soon unfortunately. But hey I know someday I will have the life I have always wanted with the kids and the house and dog and cat. All in time I know this all in time..