Many Things On My Mind!

I tried to get here last night when I was good and mad because of the treatment I got by a guy who wanted to see me. I was told by a freind to tell this character to fuck off. I loved this friends attitude about everything. Is it the difference between European attitudes, or are many American men in particular just idiots?
Well here's the story. I was honest and up front as I always am that my husband gave me HIV and I did not even suspect it. Well this guy knew but said he was coming over. He never showed up, or called. Well I deleted his sorry ass from my buddy list, who needs this.
He shows up last night acting like I was some skank who lied to him and got this sleeping around. I was so furious and then when I said something about not showing up he said I was weird!! Well then I let him have it.
Here is the deal folks. I was a faithful wife for 26 years woke up one day, last Valentines day for a fact, and my life was changed forever through no fault of my own. I did nothing wrong, and everything was ruined. And one thing happened for sure, I felt there is no place safe in this world.
It is not the honest person like me anyone needs fear it is the person lieing, or the one who doesn't know. And the very next person you meet, may change your life forever. So be careful!!!!!!